venting blog...

apology???

from me???

for what???

saying the F word???

i asked for forgiveness from my lord and savior for saying that word and for getting so angry that night, but i'm pretty sure an apology is not deserved for you.

i'm sorry, but being kicked out of a house for no reason and then having nowhere to go...um...where's my apology for that???

oh, that's right, i already forgave you because i know you won't ever apologize...and believe it when i say that i am praying for you because you do need it!

and wait...i have to apologize before you can be civil???

who said i wanted that. someone who treats others how you do doesn't deserve apologies and doesn't deserve friends.

whatever happened to you to make you so angry and hostile toward everyone...lord knows i'm praying you get over that because living with such resentment cannot be enjoyable, i am sure.

apologizing to you for you mistreating me would be a slap in my face, and i am laughing at such a request.

there ya go!

(all of you try and guess what this is about! ha!)

maybe i am not acting as jesus would, but when you're bullied that much, it's hard NOT to fight back, at least a little!