makes no sense...

it makes no sense to me why people can be so mean. still, i do not understand. also, why they read into situations just so they can make someone come off as weird, when, that person isn't trying to make someone jealous, but just figured they would say something. i don't even know how i read that. there are some things i wish i never did...because it was just a waste of time. life is full of confusing shizz. that's all i'm saying.

i'm in a good place right now. everything is falling into place slowly. i'm getting back to being myself and no one else. people accept me for the weirdness that i am and they actually think i'm funny and fun to be around. who knew the anti-social weirdo from high school would turn into a social "a little less awkward" non-weirdo. it's also great being in a family who isn't your own. hannah's family is by far the most fantastic non-related family i could have. her grandma is awesome. i don't know why i'm writing about all of this right now. i think it's because i finally have a few minutes to not think about school or work.

i wasn't talking to my dad. i didn't talk to him for over two months...all because he cut my cell phone off with no warning, which, as usual, opened up the floodgates to every other problem with our relationship. we're good now...or at least as good as we can be at the moment. as much as he annoys me, i suppose i do need a dad for certain things.

i have no idea what i am going to do for my next art project. we have to make a foam board sculpture...kicker is, it has to be symbolic of a social movment, historical event, or important person in history. it's so hard. i thought about doing women's rights, but my ideas turned out to be crap. i'm still lost...and a day behind everyone else becasuse i had to skip yesterday to finish writing a paper for my art history class. aaahhh! school! i can't wait until next semester though. i get to take software suite. i'll learn how to use photoshop and all of that awesomeness! yay!

hmm...not much else to say other than i wish someone would get a clue...and that someone, they will probably not think i'm talking about them, but they should...and they should get a move on because i'm an impatient person...

anyways...